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13 July 2012 @ 10:20 pm
The self-hate is strong in this one.  
A little update.


Me & my mom were on a small cruise the other day and it was fun. I didn't buy anything, only booze and chocolate and most of the booze is gone already. Mom did buy me new shoes tho, but only because her own shoes couldn't take Tallinn and she needed to wear mine.


We're going to Tertti Manor next Monday, and I'm really looking forward to it. The place is amazing and the food to die for, I love it.


I ordered some stuff from Taobao and I'm waiting for them to arrive. Nothing big, some accessories and bows and stuff. This time I used Pruany b/c they're so cheap, and I've been really impressed so far. They even gave me a refund after they over-estimated the shipping cost. I'm gonna place another order soon-ish, I need a new bag. I'll prolly order some clothes and more accessories, too.


I also ordered a dress from Bodyline. I really liked their new print with the bunnies, so I ordered the dress in mint. It's really lovely, and I've been thinking about buying the skirt in black.


I haven't done anything else this summer. Bono hurt his leg pretty badly this spring, so I've been looking after him when I've been alone, and then dad had the same foot surgery he had last year, so I've been doing the same for him as well. Mom said we're going to Helsinki for a small shopping spree before her holiday ends, but I doubt I'll buy anything. I've gotten really picky, plus the summer fashion here hasn't impressed me much. I'd rather buy cute stuff from Taobao.



I noticed I've gained weight. A lot. I don't know how much, because I'm too much of a pussy to find out, but I know the extra weight is there. Sucks, because I got a new bike and I started cyckling. I've been eating a lot and it's really embarrassing how I'm always hungry. I really need to do something about it, I'm getting tired of hating my fat self.